As I put this down I'm doing it to get things off my mind and to make me feel better and right now there are people want me to give up a situation for to try it again with someone when we don't see eye to eye on things and my current job is hell on earth cause I'm working a lot of hours but I shouldn't take the abuse from my so-called co-workers and just being so full of hate and now I want a family cause I'm 30 and I'm not getting any younger with things and now my current situation I'm in I feel there some distance but I know I there some hope there but I come from the way of seeing it all the way through and right now I need a lot of advice on things |