so whats new? hmmm idk really. i feel like im always down though. its really unhealthy. i went from eating 3/4 times a day to almost 1 time a day regularly. i workout too but thats not enough. somethings missing. ive tried to find whats missing but its either a wrong fit or i get rejected. im so confused and lost its crazy. i havent been like this since one of my ex/bestfriend shut me out of her life. i hate living day to day. i want to live in the moment like i was a month ago. i feel like i have to go back to being a stone with no emotions. im trying to look at the positives but they keep getting overshadowed by the negatives. i need some help. |