So...back to Bloop, I come. It's been awhile and a lot has happened. What am I going to do this time? Who knows? But I can tell you this much...it'll be 100% me, 100% real. That said...
I look back at my life, and I wonder what I really accomplished. My whole life I have been in one abusiv situation or another...and finally, I can say...that's finally done. The struggle to get rid of it...is intense. I'm still married, and fighting to be free. I miss my daughter every day, but at least she's in heaven where little angels belong.
What makes no sense to me, is if you are engaged, why try holding on so tight? Why not just let me go? I know control is a big part of it, but I left the state to get free...I'm never going back.
I am perfectly happy with Chris. He is my everything. My life is good now, and nothing can take it away from me. Not even your attempt at control. He knows about you, and we can't wait till I finish the papers so they can be served. You will finally be out of my life for good.
I couldn't be happier than I am here in this beautiful state. My life is finally everything I ever wanted. |