well today started off pretty good then started going downhill really quickly. from one scenario to the next, one minute, one fucking thing. to the next. i swear to god he acted like he was about to shoot himself or something until randy got on the phone/got with us. then he was all smiles and everything is ok. i have to get out of this house-------------------------------------------------------- yeah. that worked. thought i was going to the gas station to see if they were even open.. cuz they got robbed last night, and if they were open i was going back in the acura. and was going for a ride in the integra [bad ass car btw, gsr and it smokes other gsr's] hehe. anyway.. i love driving that car by myself. and randy is here and im pretty sure that shit has been said about me and it all stemed from blake doing something that i thought meant something else and i hate when he does that shit and.. he told randy what i said, and im fucking over it. i dotn know why im sitting here right now. live with violence and live alot happier? is that what they just said on tv, cuz my therapist told me the same thing. see now everything that is said is tainted because of ONE comment. and ive sat here before while i know they were in there talking mad shit so.. i know its like that. anyway fuck all this. |
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