Now she's back in the atmosphere with drops of jupiter

by Train
Now that shes back in the atmosphere With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey She acts like summer and walks like rain Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey Since the return from her stay on the moon She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey Tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star One without a permanent scar And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there Now that shes back from that soul vacation Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey Now that shes back in the atmosphere Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back to the milky way And tell me, did venus blow your mind Was it everything you wanted to find And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone Conversation The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back toward the milky way

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Weight:
221.5!

Exercise:
None for today, but I plan on it after I get out of school.

Food: Maple and brown sugar weight control oatmeal.
1 16oz cup of coffee with one cream and one sugar(splenda) which I'm drinking right now.

Notes:
Coffee is gross without a bunch of sugar and creamer in it. LOL. I know that's not a HUGE news flash or anything. haha.

Well I lost some poundage as you might have noticed. Im like a half a pound away from losing 10. I'm very excited about it. :D I think i was eating chocolate and feeling bloated and like crap because of a certain time of the month in which my lady readers will understand. But through that experience, as semi depressing as it was, I have learned something. If you fall off, get right back up. Maybe it's different for other people, but I think with me, if I just stick with it, maybe not every day, but if I am making sure to get back on once Im off, then I will eventually lose the weight that I want. Nobody's perfect. No one. I can't expect myself to be perfect with this.

I went to a Murder By Death show Tuesday. Had a couple of drinks and hung out with some friends. I was so self concious about what I looked like that I never felt comfortable. The clothes didnt fit the way that I wanted them to. I cant WAIT to get rid of that feeling. Cant loose it quick enough. I'll be so excited when I can just GO somewhere without pulling at my clothes. I kept my friggin wool coat on almost the entire time because i didnt feel comfortable. I did feel comfortable leaving the house. but after I got there and saw all the pretty skinny girls, I was like: "Daaammmnnn..." There were a couple of big girls there, and they looked just as uncomfortable as I did. It's a process.

I just keep visualizing myself a few months down the road, wearing a bathing suit and at a water park with friends, looking happy. That's what I want. I want to go shopping with my friends and buy whatever I want off the rack. I want to show off to my family. I want my style to actually reflect me, and not have to compromise.

I can do this.
I can.


-Fin.

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