Time: 11:28am
State of Being: tired, lazy, frustrated. but i think i'm in good spirits.
Song lyric in my head:
current desire: to be done with the moving
where am I?: in the bedroom on the bed
what's that noise?: watching pretty little liars
So my dad has to be out of his house by Thursday. We've been spending the last couple days packing and moving stuff. Yay for procrastination. He sold the place a month ago and had all this time. 22 years of STUFF. my dad has a lot of stuff. And we just realized yesterday that there are a LOT of boxes in the attic. All the heavy furniture is moved into the new place. He's got pretty much his whole room left, the laundry room, a whole storage closet, his bathroom, and part of the kitchen.... aaaaand he just called and said we don't have thursday. Everything has to be out by tomorrow night. Ugh. And Russ is really sick. And he has to work 15 hours today so I don't have the car to get there. And my dad has to work all day with meetings until night. There's nothing I can do, and I'm stuck here.
There's main event number one.
number two:
I had two job interviews. One last Friday, and another on yesterday. The one on Friday was for a Renaissance Charter School. I hear they are pretty intense to work for, but it's a job, and I need one. I would teach Language Arts for Middle School, which would be really cool. Yesterday, I had an interview at a small private school. I really liked that school, and the interview seemed to go really well. I hope it works out.
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I want to help my dad. Russ keeps telling me that he's a grown man who made his own decision. I can't be there. I just texted Lindsay and asked if she can give me a ride over there. Secretly, I could use her help to pack too, but I don't want to ask. It's my dad's stuff. My dad said it's okay for people to help, and if I had any friends, it would be fine. Meghan first volunteered to help, but she has way too much drama to deal with. Shit blew up at the place where she's living. Physical fights, and a suicidal 17 year old. Now DCF (Florida's version of CPS) is getting involved. I'm worried for all those kids living there, because it isn't a stable environment... I warned Meghan that they are going to check out all the kids including Mason, her almost five year old. Secretly... and I feel like a horrible friend for thinking this... I hope she is ordered to get that kid out of that house. I worry for Mason so much. I really want to ask Russ if she can move in, but he's said multiple times, no. He's not much of a Meghan fan. And I feel like a horrible friend for not offering.
I'm stuck at home not able to help anyone with anything. not fun.
-mel-
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