Time: 3:33pm
State of Being: guilty. I think my dog's mad at me for clipping her nails. She looks so sad like I just hurt her.  but her nails were getting so long. One of them was starting to curl under her. It was necessary
Song lyric in my head:
current desire: To bash through this writer's block. I'm bored with a certain scene, but I think it's necessary to add in.
where am I?: in the bedroom on the bed.
what's that noise?: Celtic Fantasy Music. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Fn47-SEMls I like listening to celtic music when I write
What are your plans for the upcoming last weekend of November?
For Thanksgiving, we're heading down to Russ' mom's house for dinner. Other than that, I'm really not sure. Meghan wants to get together and go out to a bar Saturday night, I'm not sure I really want to go. I have no money. Negative money. I have to probably borrow money from my parents to pay rent this month. Which I haven't done in YEARS. If I go out to a bar, then proceed to ask for money, it would look kind of bad. I can't exactly hide my goings out, because my mom is friends with me and all of my friends too. lol. Going out usually means facebook pics and stuff. Even if I don't spend any money going out, it would still look bad. Then everyone's going to be doing some kind of drinking, and I'll be sitting there with water. Not that it's a big deal, but being around the general public anyway is annoying. And the bar we'd go to is pretty popular with everyone in our town, so I'm bound to run into people I know and forced to be social. lol. So I dunno. we'll see. I'll probably end up going any way, because it's Meghan, and she'll get pissed if I don't go and take it personally. I'd rather not deal with that drama lol. I want to see if I can convince her to go to the beach instead. The beach at night is awesome! I can splurge for a cheap bottle of wine. Maybe I'll get Lindz to try and convince her with me. Lindz is selectively social in public places like me. lol
But yeh. Nothing else planned. 
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