I just sent a message to my friend ryan telling him i hope he marries the girl he loves. and he sent me back the most honest thing anyone has said to me in a long time.. and I'm not even REALLY friends with him.. only kinda.
And it made me realize, I don't feel like myself around anyone. At all. I don't even feel like myself ot me. Where did I go.
Why am I not the girl I used to be. I wish i could perk up again. |