Scared

I am so worn out by everything that is going on in my life. I really just need a vacation where I can stop having to worry about work issues and worry about whats going on in my life. I don't like this feeling of spiraling down with no hope of getting out. It truly scares me, and I haven't been to concerned about my welling being in a while. Now I am like hypersensitive to what my thoughts are, what I am doing just to make sure I'm safe from myself. Driving to and from work is a big obstacle, while I am driving my brain is concentrating on what I could run my car off into then the drivers around me. I have to drive by my self to day and tomorrow, and each day that I have to drive by myself the urge gets stronger. WTF is wrong with me?

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