Alienated!
I feel like... Well.. I Dont know what I feel like. A little empty, kinda lonely.. a dash of sad, and a wee bit of disappointment. In a nut shell, not good. nothing makes you feel more like a loser than texting all your besties and having none of them reply in days.. What's wrong with me. I feel like the joy has left my life completely. I even have trouble remembering what I did the day before. It's like my life is starting to become one big blur. I don't understand why I feel this way, and why all my so called bests have ditched me. Man, I really feel like just breaking down and crying my little eyes out! If II had a friend to talk to I would be sharing all of this with them. But since I don't it's going in here.
And it's SOO nice outside. This is how I know I'm feeling down in the dumps. Its beautiful outside, yet I closed my blinds and turned out the lights and am venting in my diary to no one, since I have no one to vent to. How sad. ugh..
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