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Confessions of JMarie
by jmarie

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Birthday week

04/22/2011

Birthday


This entry has been a long over due.

Firstly, my birthday was the 12th (yay to be 23!) It started off really rough. I got into an arguement 10pm the night before my birthday with the boyfriend, resulting with him "needing to cool off". That was fine with me. I was thinking now way would he miss being the first to wish me happy birthday. Guess I was wrong there. 12 am came and I received a text from him and 1 phone call from my closest friend. A little disappointed at the lack of effort everyone else put in to wish me a happy birthday, I just watched youtube videos until 3am when boyfriend came home. Not a word came out of his mouth when he came in, just nudged me to scoot over and he went to bed.

Now normally, my family would wake me in the morning to wish me happy birthday, but not this one. I woke up at noon, alone. No texts waiting, no missed phone calls, nada. Maybe I was just being selfish. I knew the world wasn't going to stop just cuz it was my birthday, but I was surprised to wake to nothing.

After I threw a pitty party for myself, I drank a whole bottle of wine for lunch and called my best friend. She came and got me and helped make me feel better with a balloon. (Oh and as for boyfriend. Turns out he left early to buy my cake a 24 ballons, but me being mildly drunk at the time, couldn't communicate the source of my irritation well enough, and we argued again.) Anyhoo. Fast forwarding to dinner... had birthday dinner with the fam, ice cream cake, sushi and gifts and cool lilly flower candle spinning thingy. It was nice.

That Friday I gave another go at the birthday party thing. (A lil background info regarding me and birthday parties: we just don't mix I guess. Every party I've ever had fell through up to this day, sad but true) boyfriend rented the VIP section at one of my favorite bars, and we drove 2hrs just to pick up one of my bestest buds and her cousin. At least I knew they were going to be there. I got all dolled up and to my surprise, all but 2 ppl on my invite list showed! Everyone had a really good time and I drank enough to be drunk but not wasted. So I still remember that day. Glad too, it was deffinately worth remembering.

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