I spent last night all happie and back to my old self. Kyle was playing his game and I said at ten i wanted him to stop and talk to me, he stoped at 10 30 and was like im going to bed...then i started to get that feeling back and the rest of the night i was upset and nauseous and my heart was racing. Idk whats wrong with me. The way i feel is so unexepected to me and feels forign like a dream. I feel like im dreaming anf when i wake up ill be happy but Im not bc im crying so hard right now. I cant live, i dont wanna live w/o i feel like my heart is being torn to shreads. wtf is wrong with me????????? |
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