OK so i was really hopping that my issue could be a sleep on it and wake up not feeling this way anymore....well i was wrong...again. I woke up and i didnt really wanna text him good morning, or that i love him...Idk what wrong with me. One day i loved him with all my head the next I'm thinking about life w/o. And when i think of that i get a pang in my heart. Is that bc its not the right thing? How do u fallow your heart when your mind is screaming at the tops of its lungs
And i know that i should talked to him about the way im feeling, but how do u tell your boyfriend you might want to breakup. I dont do that two week break crap and neither does he. Another thing i keep thinking is that maybe i see him way to much, maybe if i dont see him for a few days it will be ok. But i wanna see him and hang out with him everyday i wanna feel my heart go crazy again and i dont wanna be thinking about life w/o him when he is right next to me! ahhhhh
I know i love him and wouldnt be able to funtion w/o him...what am i to do? |