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08/16/2013

For those wondering, I haven't removed or blocked anyone. I simply erased everything. I erased as much as I could or have can from my life. Neal and I split, for good. It was long and drawn out and lots of hurt and anger......He hacked into my things, my Iphone even. There wasn't anything exciting....But I'm pissed he broke into my things and apparently had been doing this for months!!!! I kinda believe that if he did that he probably had a guilty conscience too Everyone keeps asking why we split, I am sick of talking about it but I might as well say my peace, My heart wasn't in the relationship anymore. I didn't want it, I didn't love him anymore. People who supposedly love each other do not say hurtful things to one another. I tried, I tried to make things better, I'm not the kinda girl to just quit. He pushed me away, He stopped showing affection, there was zero affection and intimacy. He said a lot of hurtful things.....I retaliated....in the end,. It's over. I'm glad it's over. I don't want him back, I've moved on. We were best friends, had a good run but 10 yrs later.....we are just strangers to each other......

I am happy where I'm at, things are going good, could be better but as always I am forever hopeful and life is beautiful, even the pain and tears have beauty in them, we are only human.