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08/23/2013

Currently listening to: Beauty School by the Deftones I hate fucking hurricanes and the crazy ass Gulf coast weather. It's been goodso far this yr, but watch, Right when I go to Colorado in September a fucking hurricane is going to blow through. I so hope not!

Anyways, Neal and I try to not talk to each other because we fight and get nasty at each other. I let him take Roxy, my sweet girl They bonded and it's been his only source of comfort which is good for him. I really hate saying anything nice about the fucking bastard but that's it.

So talking to E the other night, he was telling me he's expecting his first baby with Leah. Fuck, everyone is having babies, man! He was beyond excited and he's actually going to be the stay at home Dad while Leah works. I guess whatever works. Me personally I love to work so I'd want to work, too. But some might not agree with this. I guess that's me being hard headed and loving to work. :/ I have to stay busy like that or I go crazy! But my getting pregnant is practically impossible since my Endo is so bad. It's not like I Can't, it's just fucking hard! Oh and you need sex for that and I haven't had sex in so long I'm like a virgin again haha!

I have a lot planned this yr. Colorado ♥, Oregon to see my Jenn♥ Hunting trip to the cabin, fuck yeah Deer season, but I'll be hog hunting with my Dad while the boys hunt deer....I was going to England but that shit is still up in the air. Susan wants to go but we'll see now. :/ Oh and the ALL girls only trip the cabin with my cousins and sisters and Alicia! So excited!!!! ♥

Anyhoots, I've got to cut this short, I've rambled and updated enough for now. TTYL ♥