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Today is the last day of my first year of college. I had my final around 1 and was done by 2:30. It was the best feeling to walk out of that room and be done. I had pack pretty much all my stuff the day before, so i didnt have much to do but wait for my parents to come and pick up the big stuff and pack up my bedding and stuff i used today. Now that i think about it though, i miss the friends i made. Im not going back to that college either, so im not going to see them unless we hangout over the summer but im definately going to visit because the friends i made are worth keeping in touch with.
This summer is going to hopefully be fun even though i have to work mon-fri 6-2. But the upside to working during the week is i get the weekends to myself and thats when most people like to do stuff anyways. And at night. i still have my nights too so im happy. I wanted to work full time at first, but then when my apartment idea got squished to that ground, i decided i didnt want to work full time and like 3 or 4 days a week. Then my friend had to open her mouth and now i have full time. But whatever its money and i need it to do what i want and everything i have planned. So in the end it wont be bad, ill just be in a bad mood most of the time because that place sucks. But i love it all at the same time.
Also another thing going on in my life is my friend is setting me up on a blind date. I usually oppose them, but i feel i have nothing to lose and so much to gain if it works out. I think it will be good for me to get out there and date also. I try to hard to be independent that people worry about how im going to be able to get a bf later on... im going to become to independent for my own good. I understand but i know guys dont want a girl that is too dependent all that the same time. BUt i like being independent and i want to get my life together before i date. I just feel its a better thing to do. BUt i could be wrong. So im going to try this and see how it works out.
I see that my life is going too good, and im scared to see whats going to happen thats bad. I dont see it as being something small either because nothing good lasts this long for me wihtout something incredibly bad happening. Im just afraid as to what it is. Ive been having a lot of nightmares about people dying and getting hurt. but ive yet to see thing happen. Maybe my life is just turning around for me. Im finally happy and feel good about myself. I wonder if its just the weather tricking me. haha oh well ill take it right now.
well enough rambling, im going to relax and watch a movie.
until next time.
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