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..::..tic tac toe..:'s Diary
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01/25/2009

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The reason i am writing this is because i just need a place to get things that im thinking out on paper so they can make more sense to me. Also its a good way to talk about things without having to tell someone what im thinking. I'm going to say this so that no one feels they need to say something back, but i don't care if no one comments on my entries. If you want to put your opinion out there thats great, but it wont bother me if you don't.

So the one thing that has been on my mind for awhile is that i think my dad is beginning to hate me. I feel that he doesnt want a daughter anymore and now that i'm 18 i'm pretty much out of the house and to him i shouldn't come back. I figure this because i'm away at college but whenever i come home to visit he seems to get super pissed that im home. And before i left he use to say a least hi and bye too me but now he barely even says one word to me. Now that bothers me because no matter where i go in life i'm still his daughter and he should treat me that way. I mean as it is hes an angry person but i don't want to be part of the reason he gets so mad all the time. It just kind of hurts to feel that you make you dad mad and create half his problems.

Another thing on my mind is that i'm not looking for a relationship but it seems when i don't want one all these guys want to go out on dates with me and all that stuff.. and i never know what to tell them because i dont want to go out on dates with them. One of the reasons is there not my type but the other thing is, is i want to get my life together and get everything in my head straight. But you can tell a guy that or youll seem crazy or something. Why can 't a guy just come at the right time like it does for everyone else.

I know i may sound like i want peoples pity or something but thats not even close to what i want. i just want to write down what im thinking and have people "listen." Just a way to get all the stress i have out in the open and feel a little bit better about it.

Thanks for listening, til next time
<3Desiree



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[gods.ray.of.sunshine|0 likes] [|reply]

I know it'd probably be hard but maybe try talking to your father and telling him how you feel? I know it'd be tough but it might be worth it.

And it's easy to tell a guy you don't want to date him. Maybe not necessarily in that way, but I always say "I'm not really looking for a relationship right now." And if they can't respect that, then they weren't worth it in the first place.

Welcome to Bloop =]

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