Wasteland

This weekend didnt turn out too bad. I was quite impressed. On friday i didnt do much after i got out of work.. but i didnt mind that. Then saturday i went to my best friends family party, her uncle had it for memorial day which i thought was neat. We both thought it was going to be not boring but not as fun as it was. It started out cold but turned into a very nice day. We played badmittin with uncle craig and uncle rube.. and madison and nick joined which wasnt as fun, but they didnt stay too long. haha And we played for hours at a time and kept the birdie up pretty well haha, and we all got better at it as we played more. I even dove for a few which surprised me. I think we should do that stuff more often. Sunday was the sky show my city has for memorial day where there is bands and then fireworks at night, they do them off the bridge. The fireworks were actually good this year, i was impressed by them. We walked there and before that we walked to dunkins to meet a disappointment. OH well though, im not upset about it. At the sky show we saw a bunch of people we knew and i saw people i knew as well. I also saw a blast from the past. I never thought i would see him there, and to be honest i forgot about him until i saw him. It kind of hurt to see him actually. I dont know why, because he treated me pretty badly as we got older. My mom had a theory that he did that because he didnt want to feel the same feelings he had for me.. and also his friends at the time didnt like me anymore. And the story with this kid is we were off and on for a while and we were like in ove with eachother. He denies it now, but i know and he knows... which is all that matters. But i use to see him in school and it was like whatever, ya know i missed him but i didnt let it bother me. But for some reason seeing him at the sky show brought back memories and pushed back feelings. It hurt. I tried so hard to not look at him too. But its all behind me now because that will be the only time ill see him.. i hope.
Today i had to work. I was so mad because my parents had the day off and so didnt half the world. and i had to work. And i dont get holiday pay either.. its regular pay. So many people came in too. And we had so much to do to get ready for our inspection tomorrow. It sucked. I really wish the economy wasnt bad so i could find a job i liked for the summer.. and enjoyed. But im stuck there. =[ Also today is my parents 25th anniversary. Im happy for them, but at the same time i know how unhappy my mom is, and my dad seems. i just feel like they would be better off.. but its not really my buisness, even though they bring me into it.
Well im off to bed, work tomorrow morning.. which should be fun.
goodbye for now.

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