You know what's cool? Not this month long affair my lungs and throat appear to be having with dry coughs. Like seriously. Make. It. Stop. I'm so tired. I have a doctor's appointment in an hour. Maybe they can give me something that will let me sleep and actually get better rather than float around in this half existence. I've been too tired to do anything other than sleep. Any energy I have is used up at work. And then I go home and crash...but not before I cough for several hours leading up to bed time. And then I sleep for a few hours, wake up, cough for ten fucking years, and do it all over again. Yay me. I'm pretty frustrated.
I'm tired of listening to people say "You've still got that cough?" everytime they see me with a mask on. Like, no, I just like to pretend I've got this dry, wheezing, cough. It feels like my body is trying to expel my lungs. I kind of need those. Ugh. I'm so tired. So very tired. Make it stop.
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