Right time to start a fresh, to be more open, and to make a start i think ill carry on writting in here like i used to, and never have any private entries....thats a start right :/.
I dont really want to go into what started this cause im still feeling kinda down about the whole thing :/ about the way she found out, about leting it all build up to start with, which the built upness proberly made the entry in question sound 100 times worse then it really is XD.
Basically i have to try my hardests to be open, its gonna be hard i know as ive spent a life time mostly shut off. But if theres anyone im gonna be able to be completly open with its my lady.
It is becoming easier for me to talk to her about stuff, slowly but surly XD.
As always ill start with the basics, i am in love with her and never want to lose her. And through what ever annoyance we may give each other we seemed to always manage to end up happy and in each others arms.
ttfn readers
Heres to being more open *raises empty glass* |
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