Wow,
It's been a while since I've posted here.
A combination of computer troubles (grr) and not having an amazing amount to write about.
Well, not exactly nothing to write about, just not sure how to put it in words.
I've been having some really intense therapy due to some things in my past that weren't dealt with properly when they should have been. It's been causing me problems for years.
The psychiatrist I have now is really good, but the things we're talking about are hard and I'm emotionally very unstable right now.
Luckily I have a good group of friends online who stick by me even when I get to angry/bitchy mode.
So, for the little stuff.
I tried going on Second Life and playing a child on there at one of the adoption agencies, but although it was fun it still didn't really make me feel like I was letting my little out.
I do try to get in some colouring time or something 'little' every day but I still don't feel like I'm letting my little out. It's frustrating.
I *feel* little 98% of the time. Like I said in previous entries, for me, the age play is pretending to be 'big'. I really don't know how to explain it.
I was planning on writing a longer entry but my cat is demanding attention because I was away last night and it's becoming impossible to type.
Davey |
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