[Thirteen]

so today was some fun

bethanie and i got up and looked out the window and there was some gorgeous sun shining, so we decided to wear skirts. bethanie made plans to hang out with one of her friends and i was going to come along. her friend brought a friend.

we all meet up get DC from the bar and head downtown to the sculpture park. halfway there beth's shoe breaks. and my feet started to get torn up from the shoes i was wearing. so beth and her friend lloyd went to ross to get new shoes and DC and i went to hunt down some band-aids.

we found some and got hot dogs too. then walked down to the sculpture park. we get there before beth and her friend. so DC and i chill by the water talking waiting for them.

shortly after beth came.

we all start to walk around to park and one the walk wall next to the sound were these three boy smoking out of a bright orange bong. i leave everyone and ask if these boys wanted to match me because i had a j. they said yeah and i joined them. we sat there and talked and smoked all of their weed. they are from canada, came down for a few concerts. they are all best friends from jr. high, now out of school all with careers, lucky canadians.

anyways they were hella chill. we all get up and start to walk around the park looking for my sister. i find her and i say goodbye to my new found friends.

i look around and DC is nowhere to be found. i ask beth where he went and apparently his phone died so he went home to charge it.

so us three leave to go catch a bus. while we were walking i got a phone call.

it was Joe

(finally right?)

(wierd as soon as i typed his name my phone just went off with text messages from him haha) anyways...

he explained to me that his crazy ex girlfriend came over. and they got into is so he wasnt able to leave. i told him ok. im fine with that. but you really should have thrown me a text or something to let me know you wernt coming. i think im a pretty smart girl to find it out on my own that you stood us up. and yet we still went out and had fun.

he said he would call me later.

we got off the phone.

he sent me a text that said.

"Grrrr!! I'm gonna have to do something extraordinary to make it up"

i siad "Yeah, it doesnt have to be extraordinary, you just have to show up.

him " Burn"

me "just telling the truth but still, even something small like a walk in the park will make it up to me. i forgive easy."

i didnt hear anything from him for a while.

anyways. beth loydd and i get onto a bus heading to federal way to go see a movie. the stop DC was supposed to get on at was empty.

i though i got stood up again.

DC and his girlfriend were fighting when he went home and she kicked him out of the house completely. he still wanted to go so he got on a later bus.

we got there and went to McDonalds to wait for DC to get there and it was 6:35 and the movie didnt start until 7:35.

DC gets there and we all go see a movie.

after the movie we get on a bus and head back to seattle. we get to seattle and the boys want beer. so beth and i part with them they go get beer we go home. they meet up with us later. we all chill out and drink some brews.

they boys leave.

beth and i get ready for bed. i get off the computer and then my phone rings.

it was joe.

him and i talked for a little while. you can tell he feels bad and he is trying to make an effort to make it up to me. him and i are going to go play disc golf in a few days.

he said that he just got out of a clingy relationship and he was kinda scared that i was going to like him too much. i told him that when i ask him if he wants to go places with me it is because i love to spend time with the person i'm with, but if he doesnt want to go then just let me know and i will find someone else to go with me. or if i'm always asking if i can come over, and he wants to have his friend time just tell me. i will find something else to do. its not like i dont have a life of my own, i just enjoy to give my company to people i care about.

his phone was dieing, and he wanted to smoke a bowl so he said he was going to put his phone on the charger and smoke then before he went to bed, he promised he would give me another call.

we hung up the phone.

a little while later i was thinking about the conversations we had that day. and i sent him a text message that said "I'm so relieved. You dont even know. thanks for calling. it leveled out my world."

later he messaged me back saying "i'm glad you do make me happy"

me "thats good, im glad "

him " I like you..............."

by the time i got that one i was already passed out.

then at 4am my phone rang, it was joe.

he said that he promised to call me back before he went to bed. so goodnight. im going to bed.

i told him i appriciated it. and to have a goodnight. sweetdreams.

then i passed out.