PTSD church and fathers dayHey its been awhile since I wrote I have been dealing with PTSD symptoms and then that cycled me into a depressive episode. I've seen my therapist 3 times in the last 2.5 weeks I usually see her once a quarter so she can sign off on my services and make any tweeks to my services that need to be made. My bio dad has been triggering like crazy so bad that one of the case managers took my phone and text him back nothing bad or mean but that i just can't talk about it right now.
A few weeks ago I went to an IF Gathering which a retreat for woman and even pre covid a lot of the content is online but we all meet together as churches from around our area. Bren went the first night but didn't make it for the last night for our lunch break on Saturday all the women from our church went to one of the ladies house for a Pizza Party It was fun. During one of the sharing sessions I told everyone including my Pastor about my Bloop and as well as the time that I was in a mixed episode and wrote something very scary and one of my readers some how found out where I was and called for a welfare check and that definitly saved my life I kind wonder if that reader is still on Bloop because I would love to thank them even though its 8 years later any way back to Church as of last night I am fully trained to do everything in the tech team so now I can do anything in the sound booth
So Fathers day sucked well kinda I got to facetime step dad which was nice he was very emotional cause I wasn't there but it was either now or Christmas and Christmas is more important I guess my sister is the best because she let my dad order food off her door dash and he's always trying force me to have a relationship where there won't be one ever.
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