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So its been a real longtime since i've had a diary here, Well my life for once is pretty calm for once I have almost 7 years clean and sober I spend time with my girl every friday thru sunday after church and tuesdays afternoons after I see my mental health worker we go to wichita with our friend Jo. School starts in Feburaury I spend a lot of time with my puppy Roxy shes a pug chi pit mix shes so precious and I don't know what I'd do without her. I also have my church life I have an awesome mentor who were doing an awesome bible study with it's a journal prompt daily based on the scripture of the week. Every other weekend I work in the sound booth at my church which is small like a family and I know that when push comes to shove they'll be there for me. Bren is out of town right now because her mother died of Covid last week and i miss her like crazy for the past few years i've been going back to NY for the month of December while my Mom and I are still not on speaking terms i've been able to make amends with most of my other family members things are better now a lot better then I've had in a long time while my diabetes is really bad I almost died of low blood sugar on thanksgiving and Roxy woke up Bren and she woke me up and made me check my blood sugar and it was so low that my glucose meter couldn't read it. But overall my life is better then it ever was