so, i sort of forgot i had this. i haven't really kept any sort of journal since november-ish and i really need to get back into the habit of doing so.
not that there's much to talk about.
it's been so rainy lately and it's really made me feel kind of glum.
it's weird, though - it was so nice this afternoon! mel and i went to berryhill park and laid around on the bleachers, chain-smoking and just catching up on stuff. i always have to set aside, like, four or five hours to catch up with her. our conversations just sort of flow and go in every sort of direction. i always have to pry myself away, usually because the sun's coming up, and there's always a dozen things i wanted to talk to her about that i just never got the chance to.
i'm glad she's my friend.
working a double tomorrow. bleh.
i'm really too high to be writing this entry. i apologize if it just sort of jumps from topic to topic without maknig much sense.
the past few days have just been one awkward encounter after another with people that i really didn't wanna see. cassi [one of my oldest friends and former bff] and i really aren't on speaking terms anymore and i've run into her twice in two weeks. it was the same thing both times -- i see her and i know she sees me, but we never look eye-to-eye. i don't hate her, i just... i don't know. she's been there for me through a lot, growing up, and she's never going to be NOTHING to me. just... blah. i'll worry about this later.
andrew, do you remember greg from school? i'm sure you do. he came into work today. sat in my section. he's still sleezy and annoying, but maybe not as much as he used to be.
also: ran into jacob yesterday at a pawn shop.
he's the now-husband of an ex-friend of mine.
she turned out to be... well, the devil.
and i called her on it, to make a long story short.
i may have gone overboard in what i said.
i admit some of it may have been a little harsh.
and him being her, at the time, boyfriend
i sort of expected him to want to knock a couple of my teeth out.
instead, he said hi and asked how i'd been.
i was too shocked to really say anything other than the usual pleasantries before leaving.
i guess maybe time really does heal (almost) everything.
i'm probably going to be really embarassed about this entry in the morning and delete it.
-derrick
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