so let me give you guys the 411 on this young man, alen. hes big, goofy, tall, tan, dark curly hair, light blue eyes. the works. hes the type thats only cute cause he always looks so happy and stuff. you know the type.
he lives on my quad and he was always at the dining hall when i was. i always starred at him cause he was ALWAYS smiling and idk thats just my reaction to a happy person, smile and watch them. back like 4 months ago he caught me starring and tripped over a sign and fell on his face hahaha.
then a few weeks later he was in front of me in the line up for food and he knew every lunch ladies name and was making small talk and being a gentleman and i couldn't stop smiling at him and he knew i knew he was cute.
oy vey.
well i noticed he was in my history class on the first day of classes in january but now that im with nick i knew i wasn't going to approach him.
it took him a few weeks to notice me in class.
alen is a smart kid. he has his hand up so much in class that the professor knows him by his first name and doesn't even wait for him to raise his hand anymore; he just nods in his general direction and alen will answer.
BTW this is very rare in a classroom of over 200 students.
i sit in the same spot everyday with victoria. and two weeks ago he sat in the row in front of us and was like, "hey... is this history class?" -_-
i KNOW he KNOWS its history class, so that was a dumb question just to get our attention of course.
but he looked right at victoria so i started teasing her about him.
then the next class he asked us abotu the syllabus that i knew he had. sigh.
i continued to tease victoria but she was like
"hes gay, chelsea. he has henna tattoos on his hands and his headphones are pink. and for all he knows... IM TAKEN!"
i was surprised she thought he was gay cause i usually have "gaydar".
7 of my guy friends were gay and i was there friends before they came out.
so now i've been studying him, trying to figure out of hes gay. i was convinced he wasnt since his voice is normal, he has tons of guy friends, and hes always trying to get our attention. I KNOW I SOUND AWFUL AND THAT IM STEREOTYPING but idk what else to do?
then today i was late to class and sat a few rows behind him.
as soon as i came in he spun around and yelled over peoples heads, "hey... do we have a test in here?" and hes sitting next to two of his guy friends which he could've easily asked them... again ANOTHER DUMB QUESTION!
so i was like "no... its monday"
"i coudl've SWORN we had one for today"
"hahaha, todays the review. why? did you study all night?"
"i don't really even need to study for this class..."
and some other small talk.
then victoria was like "if he ISN'T gay.. hes in love with you".
but now im pretty confussed... why would he be pinpointing me when he doesn't even know my name (i know his because i get the sign in sheet after him and im a creeper and checked to see which one he was).
odd. very odd.
then tonight i was eating dinner in the dining hall with vanessa and my old RA came up to us and was telling us about this new girl he likes. he was making me crack up, showing me all these pictures on his phone.
i asked him if there was any reason why he was documenting his love life and then he couldn't stop laughing.
i was looking at bryan laugh when i felt someone's eyes on me... alen.
he was sitting a few tables away from me and i noticed he was STARRING at me while i was talking to bryan.
he gave me that look nick gives me if another guy's name comes up... ever.
it was weird.
i think im going to talk about nick, loudly, on monday so he knows im taken.
speaking of nick... he hasn't talked to me all day?
i texted him saying i was thinking of coming home a week early since hes sick and i wanna take care of him, but i didn't get a reply.
he needs to work harder on a long distance relationship when i have other guys who are a few feet away that are interested in me.
UghhhhuHG SHGHSg hsdf fucking NICK
i know nick is in love with me.
i know he'd never cheat on me.
i know all of this, but would it hurt him to make more of an effort?
he hasn't called me in three weeks. texts aren't going to do me over.
and when im home he takes up alllll of my time cause hes trying to make up for the times im at school. im sick of it. im not letting him leak into my plans next week. next week is for my friends, not him.
IN OTHER NEWS
i started talking to matt from canada again. he made a new video :P
here it is.
Guys are a dime a dozen, arent they? You should talk to Nick about his lack of effort. I always like to talk on the phone with my boyfriends! And when you find out if he's straight or gay, please tell me. I'm dying to know.