we need to stop
i told tim we couldn't talk anymore cause i know hes in love with me and that will never change. and that this wasn't fair for nick. it was a two hour long goodbye on AIM, he cried, talked about killing himself, and swore at me a lot...
i teared up a little but it went away when i realized the relief.
i've never felt more at peace. this has been three years in the making and now i finally told him the 100% truth. i will never feel the same way, ever.
i am in love for the first time in my life. its exciting, frightening, and i can never sleep. i love nicholaus and never stopped loving him and never will
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