you're the only thing i see
my 9 days with nick were the best days of my entire life.
i have never put so much into one person.
and receive the same.
he told me something that changes everything for me.
i didn't believe him at first.
then i hysterically started crying.
he is perfect.
and i don't know why i didn't realize it before.
today is my first day without him in 10 days.
its rough.
and on top of it im sick.
and i feel gross since i've put on a little holiday weight.
all my jeans still fit.
i don't look fat.
i just feel fat.
gross.
im still 150.
and im 5'7.
so i know im no longer overweight
its just the idea of the mind.
its all in my head.
i want to see new moon again.
it puts me in such a good mood.
ill settle for listening to the soundtrack all day
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taking a walk with my puppy, pebbles :)
sneaking a pic of him on thanksgiving |
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