so i spoke too soon
mrs. barr, "chelsea, you're melting! eat that pizza!"
nick, "yeah tell me
about it"
me, "i'm not melting... its just these jeans"
mrs. barr, "guess
i gotta get myself a pair of those if it'll make my butt look that nice"
nick
grabs my butt
i nervously laugh and eat my pizza.
mrs. williamson,
"are they feeding you at albany?"
i hop onto the subject of cayden
then
they fix me some home made apple pie with the apples they home grew
and some
ice cream
and i eat
and i just shut up
i weigh less than i did
after 6 months on weight watchers.
i weigh less than i did at the peak of my
workout regime for my ball dress.
nicks getting boney.
im comfortable in
my skin around him now.
have never felt comfortable in it before with a
boy.
i complain when ppl don't ask if i've lost weight.
like my mother
who knew i used to be anorexic.
then i get embarassed when ppl point it
out.
apparently some dyke used to have a crush on me.
found that out
this wknd.
pissed me off.
nicks dad told me he loved me.
sean and
missy called me aunt chelsea to cayden saturday.
so did grandpa haws and
nick's mom later on that night.
im more of a williamson than a
greenwood.
they notice the three pants size i shed in 5 weeks.
they feed
me.
they ask me about my major and sit at the dining room table with me until
11 pm.
they dont drink and watch movies, ignorning me.
and they tell me
they
love
me
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