My first visit from a friend :]
So megan came up to visit me thursday-monday. She knew I was in need of a friendly visit after the scuffle I got myself into.
We went to the movies to see Role Models.
We went to the mall.
We ate at panera.
I had taco bell for the first time.
Got fucked up with the bus schedule.
Were sober the ENTIRE time. I think this is the longest in her life she's never smoked.
Watched Idle Hands and Half Baked.
Played Sims Castaway and I made sarah, her, steve, and I.
Every time I said something, out of opinion, megan would say, “Quaker and you have that in common. I'm telling ya, you two are made for each other”.
Here's some “made for each other” examples:
-we both like bananas
-we both like the show scrubs
-we both watch its always sunny in philadelphia
-we both love seinfeld
-we both have somewhat of a speech impediment
-we both talk about the need to make out with someone
The last one came up cause Joey sent me a long message on myspace; apologizing. She read it and was like, “you should accept”. So I said, “it's hard to accept since we haven't talked in three months. And he's STILL the last guy i've kissed”. So she said, “ya know... uh... Quaker is alwaysss talking about having to makeout with someone. I think you two could work something out”.
Then I signed on to see if he was online and ask him if his 'lamp' came in the mail yet (they're going to start growing it on their own I guess). I was like “Hmmm if I had to makeout with someone online right now... it wouldn't be tim, ew my brother, would NEVER kiss pete, ew I think justin is gay ANYWAYS, and kyle is just as young as joey...”
Then she said, “But the Quaker idea... I'm telling ya. You could make something out of that”. I laughed and said, “yeahhhh under these circumstances I'd pry choose him”. And she didn't say anything of it.
Then, he signed on. We talked while megan had some input that I typed in. And then he gave me the lecture of what I did last weekend. He got all soft and told me how he cared about me and then I couldn't take it anymore (at least not in front of her). So I gave her the laptop and she talked to him for an hour and a half as I had people over watching VH1.
I wanted to click on his sn after she closed the computer to see what they were talking about since half the time I went to peek she'd cover it up. I think that maybe he DOES like me and megan knows and he asked megan to help him out.
She'd never slip up since she's closer to him than me. But I wonder... hmmm.
In other news, Eddie died. He was my age and went to my high school. I spent my study halls talking to him and my gym classes goofing off with him. He was black and bald and always was allowed to wear hats and stuff and I never really understood why. One day, after I donated blood, I met up with him and teased him about not donating. Told him he was selfish and a wimp, then he told me he couldn't since he has leukemia. I stood shocked and told him how sorry I was. He said it was the 2nd onset and he'd be fine this time.
A few months later posters were all over the school for fund raising for Eddie. I never had the time to go to one, or the money, so I thought “he'll be FINE”.
Yesterday I found out he had died from a blood transfusion.
I feel awful and I wish I could've said goodbye. Its too early to find out when his wake will be, but I really hope I can go. And I really hope its next weekend.
And I really hope its a closed casket.
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