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i completed mission will, pete, and tim. tim still won't give up on the idea of me though. he knows i don't like him back but he tells me how in love with me is every chance he gets. i let off pete a little harder because i couldn't kiss that boy without getting sick. i ignored will till he gave up.
sooo my friend veronica is really eccentric and i posted a video on her wall that was even more eccentric. its gotten many views on youtube -_- and her friend matt saw it and can't get enough of me now.
hes what you call a youtube prodigy that has half a million views on his videos. hes from canada. hes always commenting my pictures, status, and posting on my wall on facebook. and hes always IMing me. and hes always commenting on my youtube videos and he replies to every comment i put on his (which has to be tough to comb through since he gets about 200 + comments on each video a day). so i think he really likes me but i just wont admit it to veronica who loves to yell HES SO IN LOVE WITH YOU daily.
veronica is a little jealous i can tell but i did nothing to get him to like me so much. shes head over heels for johnny anyways who also wants her too... thats a whole nother story though that i dont think im comfortable with posting in here
there was a fire in my building last night and i froze outside then came in to see that steve was online. the talk was short and he canceled Trip Fest 2008 so i guess im not hanging out with him :/ im pretty sure he doesn't like me. if he liked me he'd allow anyone in his house to trip just to see me. very sure he doesn't.
my sister got in a bad car crash and totaled my favorite car making me stranded at home for 5 weeks over break.
john made me cry last night telling me he was getting up and leaving and wouldn't care if we ever spoke again... after 6 years of being best friends and him still being the love of my life.
joey got jumped after school and i messaged him about it. he didn't say much. i think the boy is finally over the idea of me... i feel kind of upset about it and i don't know why. i've been praying for the day he'd give up and now that he has i feel not good enough, unattractive, blah. im still depressed and haven't kissed anyone since i kissed joey back in july -_-
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