this will work

i was very down yesterday and decided to stop feeling bad for myself and got out of bed around 1pm. i got sushi with vanessa and her bf. he kept eating & eating then told us we ate like mice, so he convinced me to get some boneless bbq wings, so i did. but i was planning on putting them in my fridge, smoking a lot of pot, and eating them afterwards. it was freeeezing out so we tried looking for the underground tunnels and vanessa ended up setting off an alarm and we ran for our lives. hahaha.

my roomie had two friends up so we had a dorm full. everyone pooled in their money (except for me) and left to get beer. they ended up being followed, pulled over, and getting 2 tickets, and now they have to go to court. hahhh. glad i didn't go.

and i guess its trouble in paradise with my roomie and perry. they were all talking shit about her since every time perry drinks she cries. they call it the "pity perry party". i love it cause perry is a conceited bitch and im glad they realized the same thing.

its funny how things work out... i was the nice one and gave her the dorm that was double the size. yeahhhh she has the huge room but with a roomie who hates her. i have the small room with the sweetheart roomie who she tries to hang out with 24/7. too bad your spoiled and took the bigger room... bet she regrets that nowwww :D

so they didn't leave my room till like 11 at night to go out. i was getting annoyed cause i wanted them out ASAP so i could smoke my white widow and eat my wings... smoke some white widow. thas right im a high roller. i smoked in unison with sarah back at home. we texted each other... i sent her a picture of my bagged & tapped up fire alarm hahaha. i took my first hit and when i exhaled through the spoof my phone began to ring... it was nick. he apologized about last night and we stayed on the phone for three hours. he has the cutest personality ever, i swear im so friggen lucky.

i hate that every time i get a boyfriend every guy has to try to get with me and try 10x harder than before. matt has been IMing me all of the time and asking about me to veronica cause hes upset i have a boyfriend. matt, the cute youtube guy, sighhh. too little too late mister! then jeff commented on my myspace last night for the first time in his life. pete is calling me/texting me/IMing me up the ass. tim has wrote me POEMS! ughhh. john with his cries out for help that are provoked by me talking about nick. NO ONE CAN LET ME BE HAPPY!

if only nick knew... haha. he'd kill them. literally.
              "im counting down the days.. 20"
             "no no no.. WERE counting down the days. i can't make it that long. i will come kidnap you if i have to".