i miss nicholaus
everyday im reminded of what a great guy he is. i hear about everyone
else's bullshit with men, men that they've known for weeks or months, i
can't find anything to complain about with nick and i've known him for
5 years. ]
today is the day that marks that nick is my longest term relationship in my life.
nick
texted me today... i was in the dining hall with victoria and meghan.
meghan was telling us about her all out confrontation with perry and
vanessa was texting me "i think i just caught aret cheating. omg im
freaking out, but im in class. what do i do?"
soooo. as i was
coaxing vanessa without trying to be rude to meghan... i got a text
from nick: "chelsea, i love you so much. i know i will never take you
for granted and you're so much of a better person than people here and
i cant wait to see you again. these next weeks are going to be rough
but its always worth it once i see you again". i got really
choked up that i couldn't even think of a reply. i tried my hardest to
not let my emotions show and i guess i did a good job at it cause
meghan continued with her perry drama... and vanessa didn't realize the
change in tone with my texts.
nick is absolutely wonderful. i don't even deserve him to be quite frank.
it
just feels really good to be appreciated. so good. victoria appreciates
me so much now. meghan too. and now nick comes out too.
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