i don't know WHAT to do
sorry i didn't reply to your text earlier amanda. right after that i threw up and got dressed and left my phone in my old clothes and went to bed. i've been sick all day.
its 2AM so i signed on to see who was online.... last night john (the first guy i ever loved) told me he was in love with me and blah blah blah. hes 5 years too late and has pretty much had sex with all of my "friends" in the meantime. so i know im too good for him, but i will love him forever.
he knows hes fucked up thats why he didn't ask how i felt.
tonight i sign on and he tells me he posted nude photos of melanie on facebook. and he fucking DID! she cheated on him with like 5 guys, yeah so what. and he went to rehab for her and yeah so what.
you don't do that!
hes going on and on about how pissed he is and im just like "wow...wowwww".
you don't do that.
hes coming to my new years party with his friend brandon that he wants to hook up with brit. brit's hampster died today and shes a wreck and thats the only thing she has to look forward to. now im so pissed at john i don't know what to do