How can I please you daddy?
Do you want me to be a hollow shell of myself?
Am I still the angel you used to think I was?
No, you don't I know you don't.
You know how I know?
Because, you never talk to me, you never even LOOK at me.
Do you care that your little girl is starving of affection daddy?
No, because you only see the mask I put on to protect YOU from seeing the pain I endure.
Because even when you do hear me cry at night you ignore ME.
You ignore the painful sobs that wrack my chest every night.
You destroyed the small relationship we had.
I loved you daddy, but that's over now.
You wrote me off daddy, like I'm a piece of paper you can just throw away.
I'm a person daddy, I'm a broken person but I'm still one none the less.
You've hurt me daddy, you put me back together and then ripped me apart slowly.
Do you even care that you have another daughter?
She's 12 now, did you even notice?
She loves you and you don't give a damn about her.
She needs you to be there for her and you wont even come to fucking see her.
You are worthless daddy.
You were there for me and then turned away when I needed you most.
How can you just write me off, ON FACEBOOK.
You couldn't even CALL ME.
You just wrote me off without telling me why...
Why can't you see how broken I am daddy?
Why can't you tell me it'll be okay, even when you know it's not?
Why can't you just lie to me daddy?
You're supposed to be my tower, you're supposed to protect me from the cruelty of the world.
You've pushed the only person who is promised to love you forever away.
I hope you're happy daddy.
I hope you're happy about pushing your two beautiful daughters away.
Lexi still loves you, she doesn't understand why you don't care anymore.
She doesn't understand why you never call, or come to see her, or just e-mail her for god's sake.
Why can't you just hand her a little bit of affection she needs.
Do you want her to turn out like me?
A zombie, a person who doesn't care whether she lives or dies?
I DON'T CARE DADDY?
You were supposed to be the one who saved me from going under,
but instead you drowned me.
You killed the innocent, loving, little girl I was.
Congratulations I hope you're proud.
Because now daddy, I've written you off too... |
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