hmmm. okay maybe my good day just wasnt meant to be today. My ex girlfriend is being a bitch and wont stop texting me. *sigh* i should just be a nun. wait. if you've had sex are you allowed to be a nun or no? hmmm... jerrel and terrel and tessa left for a smoke at lunch today again. its going to be a daily thing lawlz. jerrel gave me his keys to wear lawlz. he calls me cute or hot all the time. idk whether to take it as friendly flirting or if he really wants to date. who fucking knows lawlz. cant wait for school to end so i can go smoke like a fucking chimney cuz i need too. james hasnt really tlked to me today and i guess thats fine too...i hoped we were making progress but ig not. why cant i get one thing in my life that i want more than anything? Oh well...life sucks and then you die. |