In this journal, I'm going to write how I was visited and tricked by a demon, and later
became a Christian when I realized God and Satan's presence in the world.
I will now talk about how I discovered what an incubus was, and how one started to follow
me soon after... Don't worry, it only began to follow me because I had "opened a door"
so to speak, with the love spell I had done earlier.
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Basically, I forgot about the dreams with my 'astral lover' (or what I thought was) that I
had. I resumed normal life.
However, one day I read a book called Lolita, that was about a perverted older man who
fell madly in love with a 10-year-old, eventually leading to their downfall. I'm not sure
what drew me to this book. It was oddly enough, a classic. (Actually in the classics
section at my library.
There was one paragraph in the book that talked about an incubus (It was about how, if he
raped her in her sleep, the mom might mistake it for an incubus attack). Somehow, I felt a
connection with this word, "incubus", and I looked it up. I was horrified to find out that
this was a sex demon that visited women in their sleep.
Researching more, I stumbled upon a website about people who had similar, extremely vivid
experiences with incubi. I'm talking pages and pages of it. This was on Ghost Stories.com,
where people share their paranormal real-life experiences. I'm sure some may be fake, but
many of them probably weren't. Many started with sexual dreams, and then visitations
during the night or day while they were awake. Some were only nocturnal, others were in
the broad daylight. I read these for hours that, suddenly having an obsession with what
had happened to these people.
I had an interest in things such palm reading, astrology, and auras, because I felt like
something connected all of us that was intangible. I didn't go on the Christian walk until
later on when it became clear to me it was God that tied us, and the whole world together.
This was after the demon and I had started interacting with each other, and it made me
realize that it was evil, and there were many other fallen angels just like it.
Back to the story. It came clear to me that the spiritual realm was very real. Yet, I never thought that
one could contact it so tangibly, to even touch, talk, and do unthinkable things with an
invisible entity.
There were many theories. Some thought that they were deceased past lovers, some thought
they were ghosts, or simply 'entities.' Some were terrified of them, or said they were
evil demons, meant to pull you into Hell. (Now I've realized it is a demon, and most likely one that seduces
women so that it could lead them away from God, and into Hell.)Others simply thought they existed on a separate
dimension, and came to visit humans for companionship. Some had them for years, because of
gratifying sex. Others had only just begun to experience this phenomenon. It was a
fascinating, but terrifying topic for me.
Why? Because for one, I realized that this had happened to me. It. had. happened. to. me.
An incubus had visited me!
However, I was afraid. Because as I read these things and grew in understanding, I felt
something that others on the website had described. A presence, watching me. |
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