I am working a TON of extra hours, now that Alyssa is gone. I'm even here on my "day off," sending an email through Constant Contact (evil website...) that no one else knows how to do. Fortunately, Jamie has the day off, so he's watching Morgan. He had a doctor's appointment yesterday, and we're getting our taxes done today, so he just used vacation time. Anyway, as happy as I am to be getting hours and graphic design work and all the flyers and mailers and email designing, on top of my regular work for the Education Department and the little things that need to be done -- I am so WORN OUT. The Rabbi looked at me yesterday and asked if I was okay. Talk about choosing your words! Yes, he is the "teacher," "listener," whatever. Yep - he's also my BOSS. Well, boss's boss. What the hell am I supposed to say?! Fake grin and "Yes!" Grr. I know the stress is getting to me. I've had several dreams where I don't get the weekly congregational email out, and no one will help me. I'm also dreaming of driving in what is supposed to me my city, but it isn't anything like it, and I'm going somewhere south. I have directions, but I'm still unsure. I don't need a book or psychic to tell me what that means! (And I have the books. lol) I am scheduled for 20 hours a week. I'm at least 15 over that.
Jamie asked me what I wanted to do after I did the email. Rock back and forth in a corner. He said he'd take Morgan shopping and leave me alone for a bit. 
Sigh. I'm done with work for today. I hope your week has been good!
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I remember those days.. I would work 7 days sometimes when I first started out with the company I am with now. The money was good but I was worn out and made ton of mistakes.. Now I'm hurting for hours, but glad im not working myself to death and things seem to work out in the end.... Don't work to hard and have a lil fun! You deserve it!