I tried... I tried to stop it from being 40 days. You just said the same thing you've said for all the rest of them. I've tried being loving and caring, I've tried time and time again to make it be about you and not me.
what hurts the most? trying to do something and you just matter of factly shooting me down like it's such an unimportant thing that you are annoyed that I dare request it.
What pisses me off? I'm not desirable enough to get any better. This is the best treatment I can expect, period. And I'm reminded of this every time you ignore my advances. And it kills me. |