...They would think I was, maybe know I am crazy if they could hear it in here.
sleep... for the weak? I guess if it really were, I would be sleeping more...
Xrays, defective bones... CT scan next.
Is the change apparent, I wonder.
a little over 4 hours until I need to get up... don't want to sleep... I hate sleep...
destined for this place... dead-end job, but I'm happy. I'm paying my rent, buying my food.
I don't need more than that.
I stare at the screen, looking... nothing... a huge list of things that are meant to entertain, but nothing seems worth it.
I hate sleep. My body wants it but my mind can't stand it. Firing wildly, without proper containment, always on all 8 cylinders.
The only thing the tires do is spin.
Are they going to have to cut me open? How long am I going to be out of work?
I should check the EI page... I don't know if I have to keep reporting after I've found FT work.
I'll strangle him if I ever see him, wrap my hands around his throat and squeeze, watch the lights shut off and then I'll smile.
Xcom in 2 days, vent some agression and experience some nostalgia.
I wish that damn twitch would go away, I'm pretty sure people see it sometimes. It's a big one this time, makes me look crazy.
need new glasses, these ones are getting scratched where I can see it... what, 3? 4 years? for $500? I wonder how long $500 worth of contacts would last? But then I'd have to stick my finger in my eye.
I hope Artemis isn't sick, I don't know if I can handle losing another "child" right now.
I wish I could afford to do something about it if it did come to it
Gotta fix everything else first. Like my back... I hope it's fixable... I don't want to end up on disability
I wish I had someone I could go to for a good massage that didn't cost an arm and a leg. I could really use one. Dawn used to do pretty good ones at Sage.
Boobies.
I wish I could have some granades to play with... dump one in a washing machine full of water and just haul ass... that would be fun.
I should really get reading those PAL and RPAL books... find someone that'll give me the tests so I can get my license... I would like to have a shotgun and sidearm before the world goes sideways.
I don't know what I would want for a Shotgun, I honestly don't know much about them. But I know I would love to have a Walther P99 or PPQ... But I don't know if I would want 9mm or .45 ACP.
My knee hurts...
My head itches.
I wish someone would make a dandruff shampoo that didn't just paste the skin to your scalp and actually did something about the problem.
I would love nothing more than to be able to hold a meaningful conversation without ending up flaking out and making myself sound like a retard. I was reading at a university level by the 5th grade... I'm smart... but I can't express it because I'm always nervous.
why didn't this thing come with an on-off switch?
Torchlight's pretty cool, very very like Diablo... I wonder if some of the old team had a hand in it or if it was just made by a bunch of Diablo fans?
Lotto Ticket... hair tie... Apricot Jam... Ring... Space pen
I can't believe I just sat here and typed my inner monologue.
I told you I wasn't thinking about Sex all the time... lots of important useless things to think about...
Mmmm Challenger...
Guess I should have a nap before the sun comes up... |
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