How hard it is to just resume life when your world has turned upside down.
It took me forever just to teach myself how to walk again. I feel like, not only was I punished by losing my job, but I'm punished for not having a job, and punished for being thrown for a loop by losing my job.
Why am I being punished for being punished? It hardly seems fair...
What are you supposed to do when every time you climb a few rungs of the ladder, fate just sticks her boot in your face and shoves you back down?
When you are forced to look in upon yourself... and you start to realize that you aren't left with much more than just being alive... and if your truthful answer when someone asks you how you are doing? the only truthful positive answer you can give is "well, I'm still alive!"
How much is that really worth?
I'm starting to think that it's pretty much not worth anything anymore... |