Ugh. Just when you think things cant get worse. I find myself on the verge of being homeless with three kids because of the medical bills. I have no where to go, so I am considering looking into shelters before it happens. I know it's most likely going to lead to losing the kids. Can't be homeless with kids. Especially with Gabby's health. They're probably better without me anyways though. Without them life is pointless, I don't anticipate staying around if I do loose them. Whats the point? They ARE my life. And God knows Kyle deserves better anyways. I don't think I have ever hated myself as much as I do now. |