Ugh
Ugh, so, in regards to the last entry, I am making progress. I'm trying to memorize the syllabary right now, and master writing the symbols. Ideally, I'd like to learn to write using the syllabary, but, if I'm writing the syllables (such as in the last entry) I can deal with that too. Frankly, I sound like Helen Keller if I try to speak out loud, so, I'm focusing more on my writing skills right now. Surely that means something, right??
Waiting on the boyfriend to get here right now....He was screening some tonight, and had to wait for the shirt to get picked up, so, here in the next half hour or so he should be there to pick up the shirt, so in the next hour or so, the boyfriend will be here! *cue big smile here* Unfortunately, my period came yesterday, which will make things considerably less fun this weekend, but, I'll deal. Picked up some strawberry kiwi lube the other day (prior to the period showing up) so at least only one of us has to go without this weekend! haha.
I quit biting my nails when Kyle and I started dating. I don't know how I did it - I bit them for twenty years, but somehow, for the first time that I can remember, I have been relaxed enough I haven't felt the need. He is so incredibly good to me, good for me...I'm honestly still thinking the bottom's going to drop out, I'm going to wake up....haha. Anyways, yes, my fingernails. It's really surprising to me just how much better my hands look! I have literally had to trim my nails because they've gotten so long they've gotten in the way. It's so fucking awesome!!! lol I love it. And...I think I may love him, too. I was talking to my Mom about him, earlier, and she's as amazed by him as I am. Told me that she's never seen me this happy, or treated this well. She's so happy I finally found someone like him - out of everyone I have ever dated (which has been a lot of people, trust! haha) that he is her "absolute" favorite. Which is freaking AWESOME - I've learned a lot about my Mom's opinion being valid - and worth listening to - from people in my past.
Anyways....Dryer just buzzed, so I need to head in there and deal with that...Going to have a very busy weekend, probably won't be back until late late Sunday or sometime Monday.
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