Six

01/01/2010

Ugh, this is definetely going to be a quickie. The Boyfriend is getting ready to come over and I still need to get the sheets for my bed into the dryer, and then onto the bed, so we can snuggle up and watch a movie....heh, well, eventually we'll watch a movie, anyways. YAY, Netflix! Seriously the BEST 9 bucks a month EVER. Saves me SO much money at blockbuster/redbox/family video, as well as time and travel! I'll NEVER not have netflix. EVER. lol

Today, the kids undid everything just as quick as I could do it. I stayed super busy cleaning all day, but the house does NOT look like it. It's rather depressing. I'm taking a short breather, drinking a beer, and then getting at everything again. YAY productivity.

Thinking about going next to school next year. I'm super nervous about it, but, I think I've hit that point in life where I really need to just get it done. To be totally honest, the jobs I've worked the last few years - modelling, acting, and bartending occasionally, I've basically skated by on my looks & charm. Which, don't get me wrong, has been AMAZING. Work with what ya got, yanno? But...Looks fade. They're not going to get me through all of life, I'm going to need a back up plan of sorts - a real world fall back. This has all been a fairy tale, but the clock has to strike midnight sometime. I'm thinking about so many differant options to go back to school for - some are things that I have studied on the job already - photography, film production, graphic design. Others, like cosmetology, are things I have had an interest in as long as I can remember. And then, at the same time, there are more recent interests that I know I would be good at - like fashion merchandising - to be a buyer or a stylist would be awesome!! Ugh, I need to get it figured out fast - I'd really rather not put this off another year. I'll be turning 23 this summer! I need to ""get it together". lol...Rather a funny thought for a fully self sufficent mother of three, but, hey. lol

YAYY boyfriend just sent me a text to tell me he's heading my direction in a second....20 minutes til the sexiest man alive is in my arms. I can't waitt! Shame the sheets wont be quite ready yet....