The feeling you get when you realize you aren't has close friends with someone that you thought. I know that not everyone becomes best friends with your roommate from college but I didn't think that she would stop talking to me just a month after leaving school. I get to find out that she is leaving mass on facebook. I thought that we were friends because we hung out before we were roommates. I met her freshmen year and we weren't roommates until senior year. I am so angry right now. I can't believe how bad I missed judge are relationship.
Was she just hanging with me because I was the only one left up at school that she knew? I really don't want to think about that. Maybe I think that I will think more about that she is doing her own thing and that she is busy getting ready for her internship in NY. I just hope that she will eventually fill me in on everything.
I really can't sit here and worry about my friendship with K. I have jury duty tomorrow and I still got to figure out how I am getting to my own internship. At least I don't got to move any where like K does. I get to live at home and work about two miles away. Those two miles seem like nothing until I say that I don't have a car. Another good thing is that my boss is so lay back that he doesn't really care what time I come in. This helps out a lot because I think I am going to have to go around my moms work schedule.
All of that can be solved. My long term problem is the fact that I am not going to be making any money. i have no idea how I am going to be able to pay for my cell phone and other bills. My cell phone bill is around $200 a month because I am on a plan with my man. You may think that o her man is on the plan too so he can pay for it. We have had so many problems with being able to pay this bill and that was when i was working at least 6 hours a week. Now that I have no income i don't now what is going to happen.
Why does there got to be so many problems in one life time? | 
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