I don't really know where this is going to go I just want to write. I guess I'll start by saying that I'm surprised and pleased by the fact that I've already made a friend on here. I didn't expect or come here wanting to make friends. I must say its nice to have someone to talk to. Someone who doesn't expect anything.
It's fun getting to know someone new. I'm pretty shy and I don't really go many places, even when I do I don't go out of my way to talk to people I don't know. Which is another reason people think I'm stuck up or a dick. What is there to say anyway? It's not like I'm some weird recluse, although I guess I'm pretty close. I really don't have a problem making friends. I just don't ever know how to start a conversation unless I'm already with a group of people I know who know the people I don't. But when I talk to people online or through text I have time to think about what I'm going to say. I don't have to immediately come up with a response or worry about coming across in any particular way.
I'm not sure if its technologies fault as to why I'm so awkward when first talking to someone or its just the way I am. Either way, breaking the ice and getting to know someone has always been easier for me when there is a barrier. I know for a fact I'm not the only person like this. I guess I'm done for now. I'm sure ill post something else in a while.
Excuse my improper use of indention. It looked better in my notes (where I originally write these posts) |