So, there's this girl... And I miss her a lot. We only spent a little less than a month together but they were some of the best days of my life. One day she told me to leave her alone for a while. That we would talk later. And me being me.. I decided to try and be "romantic" to tell her how I felt and that I would be there for her whenever she needed me. She lashed out at me then and said a lot of hurtful things. I don't even really know what to think or do. It's always hard when all I am is nice to someone and they seem to not even register any of it. (Which seems to always happen, nice guys really do finish last.) She hasn't had a great past and guys have never treated her well. I thought I was doing something right and somehow pushed her away. Meh, oh well. Maybe it'll turn around. Trying hard not to think about it. But obviously that's not working or I wouldn't be here writing about it. Lol. This will be the only thing I ever say about it. |