Hello again. I was gonna write on here yesterday too but i was so tired that i just went right to bed after i got off of msn. I made a bunch of food yesterday for thanksgiving dinner today. We always eat at like noon so we make all the hard stuff the day before. Yesterday I made the potatoes, macarroni salad, deviled eggs, and the banana pudding yesterday. The turkey, ham, rolls, stuffing and all that stuff was made today. It was kinda weird because the only people here were really me and my mom, and lacey, and my dad. Bill and them guys showed up eventually but it wasnt till like 6. Kayla is here now she is staying the night.
I talked to Harvey today for a minute. I called him and told him Happy Thanksgiving, i wasnt going to but then my mom started asking all these weird questions so i did anyways. We only talked for a minute though cause he was busy cooking and all that good stuff, then i talked to him on maple story later and we got into this conversation and he ended up saying that he thinks of me as a sister. Which i really do think is a bunch of bs. I was gonna tell him that too but I didnt feel like fighting with him and we probably would have gotten into a fight if i would have said that. Theres no way he thinks of me as a sister, he dosent even act like that. I think he just said that so that he dosent have to like me or whatever. But thats just stupid cause its not like I sit around all the time begging him to love me or some crap like that. I dont know maybe he does but im like 99.9 percent sure that the whole sister thing is just an excuse. >_>
Something happened yesterday and i was gonna write about it but idk what it was now. Adam left without saying bye. Punk. lol. Yeah, idk. Its just gonna bug me about what he said. Thats so not true lol. Idk. Anyways i stayed at Wilberts for like 5 days and me and Wilbert and Harvey were all hanging out together and it was really fun. I wrote a poem while i was there...3 guesses about who its for. Ill post it in a minute.
I know there was something i wanted to say but i have no clue what it was. As soon as i publish this entry i know ill remember it. Suck. What was it? ... >_< Well anyways this is pretty long and i dont really remember what its purpose was except to rant about Harvey. So heres the poem i wrote...yeah. ..
No Surprise
It really isn't a surprise,
But I still get lost in the depth of your eyes.
I remember the exact tone of your voice,
and how whenever you look at me I rejoice.
It's really no surprise,
That I'd still love you after all these tries.
I remember the way your hand felt on mine,
And how you made me laugh at just the right time..
It still isnt a surprise,
The feeling that i get under your eyes.
Im sitting here wishing you were mine,
Hoping for just a bit of your time.
It wont be a surprise,
If years from now i still see those eyes,
And I'll be alive and fine,
Still wishing for you to be mine.
-Cassandra Smith
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