**I came back in to update the html and stuff today so originally this was from last night. The entry is still the same but it has a new updated layout and frontpage so ignore the part where i say i hate html and dont feel like doing it and eventually ill update the html.
So I havent been on in like 12 years and my diary is all jacked up right now. I play on redoing the entry layout and fixing the front page eventually but i dont really feel like doing html right now believe it or not. Crazy huh?
I havent been around for a good 2 weeks cause ive been at Kristins. I was supposed to be back last Monday but three days turned into 5 and 5 turned into a week and a week turned into 2. You know how it goes. I almost punched Theo in the face lol. Thats Jeffreys mom and shes like a total ^%&$%*. She was fighting with Jeffrey and i tried to change the subject and i was like Hey that place that we went to with Russ today, its address was 1441. She was like and your point is? Im like oh hell no. lol She makes me want to stab her, repeatedly.
I helped Russ record this show. It was christian so i was kinda nervous about going and doing it cause im not really all that religous, but it was Russ and his wife Lisa and they write songs, mostly Christian ones, and they were singing them and it was really awesome. I had fun, got to use the cameras and everything. There was some guy there on Saturday that Kristin was trying to hook me up with but like always he was way more interested in her. Which is fine with me cause im not really worried about that right now.
Harvey and his girlfriend came over and i felt really akward. Kinda cause it was Harvey and im not into him like that anymore, i actually think hes an ass but i didnt know what she knew and what she didnt and if she was gonna go up in there like ah you tried to get with my man before so now i dont like you or whatever but she was really nice and i think they work together good. It was also akward because it was Kristin and Jeffrey and Harvey and Rebekah and i was just there. Plus they are all in like there 20s with kids and jobs and a life and im just like this bum who sleeps on the couch. But it turned out alright.
I freakin hate Sasha that damn dog is crazy. Shes so mean. Like not purposelly i guess but she has really sharp ass nails and teeth and she just hurts. Stupid German Shepard. Makes me appreciate Boomer way more.
I kinda had a slight melt down when i was there. lol Like Brent had been calling the house and it pissed me off cause I called him on his birthday to tell him happy birthday and he was like I cant talk right now Im in the store ill call you back tomorrow. Im like okay well call Kristins cell cause im not home and i dont know how long im gonna be here and he just kept calling my house phone like wtf. Ayways me and kristin had a talk and she said that i have to move on and let Brent go and all this other stuff because if i dont then im gonna find faults in everyone else that comes along because they arent Brent. Which i guess is true i just idk. Then Jeffrey was angry cause he couldnt get internet at his house cause no one services out in the boone docks and i wasnt in a good mood that day it was just one of those days that you wake up and just feel ugly. lol And me and Kristin had just had that talk and i was yellin at jeffrey about being grumpy cause he couldnt get the internet and he was like "what cass he was like what do you want that your never gonna get", just being sarcastic or whatever. lol I looked at him and was like a husband and just started bawling. lol It was so embarassing and Jeffrey doesnt know that me and kristin had been talking about this stuff so he is really lost like wtf just happened and kristin is laughing her ass off and the kids are like um...lol. I dont even know if i wanna get married, most likely not it just like idk came out lol it was awful. lol.
Anyways i could probably go on for days but its already really long and im kinda tired, so
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