Well no real progress has been made on the sorting out boyfriend situation- he still doesn't text me, unless I text him first- but I guess I' m getting used to it- unfortunately it means I look like a nag and he's falling from my mind...
Ok last night I went out with three of my boy mates from Langley- when I met up with Shaun on Thursday his friend asked if we'd 'hooked up yet' and he got embarrassed, then last night he was a bit off with me, so I'm a little nervous that he may fancy me, but I'm leaving it... Lee last night decided we shud make Brett jealous by taking lots of pics of me and the boys, it actually turned out that it made Dave (who we were also out with) jealous! Now Dave and I started seeing each other last summer, then he told me we weren't 'compatible'... A few months on and last night he told me that I was beautiful and that he saw who I really was- how independent and sexy I was, and how if he was single he would want something to happen... so basically we spent the night dancing, drinking, and not getting with each other for our partners sakes... he says when we're both single we will be together- so I'm thinking he wants to have his cake and eat it too cos otherwise he'd dump his girlfriend and just ask me out!!
He invited me to stay at his house and then told me what he wanted to do to me... needless to say I didn't stay over to avoid any temptation on either side. It was hell, because he rekindled the feelings for him that I'd put behind me, grr.
On the way home some guy hit him and he rose to ask him why he'd done it. Next thing, three chavs are starting on us and everyone on the bus- they got off then kicked the doors in to try and get him off the bus to start a fight- I had to call the police and this other guy went and physically dragged them off the bus... there was sick, blood and glass all on the bottom floor- gross! This girl started having a panick attack so I went in to teacher mode and looked after her- it was insane!!
Anyways the soap opera drama life that is mine continues- it's not fair that I can't just have a boyfriend who loves me- why??!??!
Fallen xxx |
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